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is it a secret or a signal? - cyntrix & the pilot


is it a secret or a signal?


Release Date

11-11-23



We're excited to announce the release of our new song, 'is it a secret or a signal?'!


The album art was very fun to create - the drawing was done by Nikole, and the photograph of the jets was taken by her late grandfather, David Thomas during his military service.


Lyrics:

Will you take a walk with me?

I promise not to talk about

All the awful things

That make their way from mind to mouth

Just sometimes there isn't anything else

But flashing images of anyone I've ever loved

And exactly how their bodies are

being broken down


Is it a secret or a signal

something else or is it me

I just need a clearer sense of

What anything is supposed to mean

Especially the darker things

The ones that steal my breath in ways

I'd never imagined


And I still yearn for objectivity

I'm tired of holding it up to the light

Always something new to remind me

not all things can be made right


When I ask if I'm a good person

I need you to be precise

Because I fall into these delusions

Am I'm not sure if I can trust my own mind


If you could take a walk with me

Point out all the things you see

That maybe i don't have the eyes to greet

I want to believe something kinder is

beckoning me

Even if it finds me later, when I am silently losing leaves

As a well-intentioned backyard tree


Is it a secret or a signal

something else or is it me

I just need a clearer sense of

What anything is supposed to mean

Especially the darker things

The ones that steal my breath in ways

I'd never imagined


I still yearn for objectivity

I'm tired of holding it up to the light

Always something new to remind me

Not all things can be made right


When I ask if I'm a good person

I need you to be precise

Because I'd just like to exist quietly

Does the loop in my mind overwrite…

 

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