i know my worth (EP) - cyntrix

Cyntrix releases a 3-track release titled 'i know my worth'. It can be described as "an expression of self", breaking the mold with tracks that can be described as cinematic-hyperpop-emo-sadboi-shoegaze.

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1. already over

lyrics:

Snap a pic so I can feel like I exist

Frame a clip let the memory persist

Need a fix for my continual eclipse

Don't miss, I’m adrift, dismiss, I resist

Go to spark it up but the ride's already over

We're moving on but we don't get no sense of closure

Want to bloom it's getting colder getting older

Getting closer getting slower

Missed the moment didn't know it

Thought I'd hold it tried to slow it

Went to open now it's broken

I'm frozen glowing light golden

Go to live it up it's already over

So high we’re getting lost in the solar

Keep on trying now we've never been closer

Repeat forever over and over and over

Already over getting lost in the solar

Repeat forever over and over and over

2. i know my worth

lyrics:

Dream walking just a blur in my periphery

Lost in thought inner voices in polyphony

Caught in patterns, it's just holographic imagery

Love my chivalry its just my mimicry

I'm alive

I arrive

Took a dive

What I'll find

Saw the light

Lost my sight

Now I'm blind

Low on time

You're too kind

Are you right

Cross the line

Deep inside

Asking why

Know what's mine

Sky high

Hear my sigh

Another winter

Spent together

I won't remember

Repeat forever

we just wait for the cancer

It's getting bigger

Trying to render

A life out from the center

Oh my lover

Froze in terror

Just an error

Feel the pressure

Find the answer

Try to measure

Climb the ladder

Reverse we goin deeper

I'm just a sleeper

Try to slip from the reaper

Oh my grip I'm losing hold

Of my mind I lose control

Little things I'll never know

That the truth was never told

As I decay my lead will turn to gold

Turning slow I'll go on alone on my own

Ill just let it fold let it flow

Undertow hold me below

Eyes open to the afterglow

Don't you know that

It's all hidden in code

Phasing out it's all lost in the tone

It's all froze

Signal ripple through host but I'm just a ghost

Sending out the pulse

But I will never get results

An empty ocean weighs me down

So I can never build the motion

To escape the waves I suffer

Hover past the graves I mutter

To myself you’re a reflection

Don’t waste breath on resurrection

Born to harbor the curse

No one else can stomach their maker

Pressing their face into dirt

Used to feeling perturbed

Would I wish this on my enemy

It’s fucked but it’s completely deserved

Making amends within the earth because

I know my worth

3. chemicals

lyrics:

Woah

I think I'm losing my soul

Don't think that I want to float

Yeah

I left some space in my hole

Don't want to go on my own

Which way do we go

I think I'm losing my soul

Don't think that I want to float

I think I'm stuck in my hole

I have to go on my own

Woah

When did it get oh so cold

When did I turn into stone

Yeah

I know that I'm just a ghost

I don't got no one to know

I don't want to float

It's all chemicals

I can't let them go

It's all chemicals

I can't let them go

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